Burden

Is me.. Always causes problem to others, to my friends, that was last time. Now, I'm a burden to my ttc seniors. Sorry Mr.Koh. Sorry for causing so much inconvenience to you and sorry that maybe these kind of inconvenience is going to last as long as I'm still in ttc.. Very sorry. To my friends, 'burden' matter isn't that serious now. I don't want to be a burden to others but sometimes I have no choice. I'm a person which is living in my own world when i was still a small girl. I don't really connected to others so I have no knowledge of how to take public transport, not only this, many others uncountable things that I should know at this age but I still dunno. When things happen, everybody know how to solve their own question coz they have the knowledge but what I can do is just asking help from my friends. I really hate myself often. Really... More hate especially when I know my friends don't like me or hate me. Ok. End of this topic. Time for work.

Angel [12.27pm 16th April 2010]

Apple =(

For some frens around me, know what is the title means.. Yes! is my Apple ibook, which is also known as mac. It's spoiled... Sad =( Sad in that is my 1st laptop, sad in i don't have laptop anymore, sad in i gotta have every night as boring night without it. In my hostel, there is no television, no radio, there is no thing that can entertain u.. So if u don't have your own entertainment, then u will be having boring life in there. Conclusion: I am the unlucky 1.. Don't have laptop.. N i don't study... For all my frens, u all are quiet clear about that.. So every evening i will be in ttc, using computer there until time approach, the time that i really have to rush back to hostel then only i go back. So, yesterday, i was in college at night coz my class was from 3 to 5pm.. After my class i just went library with my frens and flip through my book, not more than 15 mins, i just closed my book n go to the computer area.. Lol.. until 8.45pm, sad =( library is going to close. I gotta leave, so i went back to hostel, take bath. After that i just lie on my bed and that time is just 9.30pm and i fall asleep. Whan i reopen my eyes, is 10am already. Lol.. u know y? Coz i didn't sleep last night. I watch tv until 5am then start prepare for journey to school le.. Lol.. like piggy rite? but the real piggy isn't me, is my kor... lol which is Tan Yang Yenn.. Lol hope he won't read my blog often. If not he is gonna kill me... k la=) i stop here.. Nitez everyone =)

Angel [9.19pm 13th April 2010]