Rest time =)

Finally 27th and 28th seminar done! =) 2days i din sleep le. Very tired and now is time to rest but not the time to relax because the coming 6th and 7th of march are also SEMINAR!! Nothing much to say but just hope everything will go smooth. Not planning to write more now coz i very tired le, totally exhausted! Kk.. My words until here. Time to sleep =) NItez.

Angel (6.03pm, 28th Feb 2010)

Fall from the table of 1 metre high

I was helping ttc printing those notes for seminar which will be held on 27th of Feb 2010 (tomorrow). There were 14 types of notes. Every notes need almost 50 copy n every notes were at least 20 pages. Conclusion there were at least 14ooo pages gonna print or maybe the double of that coz not every notes have only 20 pages. Like account there were 40 pages. Ok... But the main point is when i wanna record those notes that needed to be print on the white board, i fall from the table. The white board were placed on the wall and the top of the white board almost reach the celling. So, i stood on the table and record those thing. When i wanna come down from the table, i stepped on a chair but accidentally i fall from the table. Reason is THE CHAIR =) An unbalanced chair. So unfortunate. No blood came out but my whole body experience pain.Almost cried but i stopped the tears. Everyone were worrying about me coz they heard the big sound impact. What i tell is really pain and i almost into an unconscious condition. After 2 hours i still fell pain... and tired. I think i have no chance to sleep later and this will be the 1st time i working 24 hours non-stop. =) At last, hope our seminar will go smooth and full of joy.=) May God bless all of us =)

Meaningful n Meaningless

After 2 months from the end of SPM, yesterday only i feel that i did something meaningful maybe it's because of I'm busy whole day long. Everyday early morning i have to wake up coz of transport problem. If i don't follow my brother (the real 1) lol, then that whole day long i gotta stay at home le. So, i have no choice. I have to open my eyes early morning but after i sat in my dad's car, my eyes will automatically close. =) Every morning i will be on9 in TTC and doing many things. I seldom outgoing with friends coz of transport problem n also D's problem. Haiz... I am the 1 who always cause problem to my friends. So bad of me. N i always feel guilty. Ok, I am a bit out of topic. I feel that my life was meaningless coz i have nothing to do. What i did last time was lepak around, walk here n walk there, doing nothing. I seriously hope my college class can start soon. At least that time i will be busy around. Ok is time to busy with 11 printers in ttc =). Gotta fixed all of them =) BB

Coming Soon

I dunno what is gonna happen for the following days. I am quiet worry now. My D is asking money from my M again, but my M is not going to fulfill his wish because he has never try hard to earn money himself. Those who know about my family problem, i think u all know what am i talking about. When my D wanna ask money from my M, he always ask me to be the middle person. I did what my D asked and next what appears in my vision is a face full of unwillingness and i can hear a lot of scolding words from that moment on. Sometimes,i just hope i can run away from my D and M. Both of them are so annoying. As a daughter, i know i shouldn't say this but they are making me suffer all the time. I don't have a happy life like normal children have. My life is full of noises of argument, silence in the entire house, chasing after my M and suffer because of my D commit suicide. All these above is getting my nerve break. How can a small kid withstand all these?! (exhales, exhales, exhales) People around me keep on saying that everything can be solve. Then tell me! How can my problem be solved? Running away from this dark house? Commit suicide? Or kill my D? There is no way to solve this problem. I am trying to get myself into the hostel in Sunway University College but i don't think my D will allow. He will do anything just to stop from staying in the hostel. Seriously hope God will help me. I'm gonna stop here just to have a rest in mentally. Very tired...

Computer NOOB

Haiz.. I got my Mac but everything need to be update. So is a long way to go for my Mac to become an 'UPDATED' one. Moreover, I know nothing about laptop's software thing, and this is apple! Is totally a different thing compared to those i used. I am getting crazy coz of this Mac and now I really hope there will be a Mac technician sitting beside me helping me solve all my problem here. HELP!!!

Apple =)

Hooray =) I just got my personal apple laptop =) It's from my uncle who stay in singapore.. Thanks to him and now i have a laptop =) Love him so much =) By the way, apple laptop is not easy to use.. Everything were totally different. I gotta spend some time on this laptop. Hehe.. I am very happy now.. Hope every of you who read this post is also as happy as me =)