Birthday...

This few days, a lot of friends around me is having their birthday. They got a number of celebration party from a few groups of friends. I am in 1 of the group celebrating my friend's birthday which is Yee Seen's and Xiang Mei's Birthday. The effort my classmates put in for their surprise birthday was so great until i would like to have this kind of surprise party too. I am different from them. They are the center of attraction and I am the 1 who always being ignored by my friends. I wonder will I have this kind of surprise birthday party from my friend. I guess not. My birthday is 2 days before the end of the year and most probably that time all my friends are still traveling around the world with their family members. How sad... Not many people will remember my birthday because most of them are so busy with their own stuff at the end of the year. There have been a few year I didn't celebrate my birthday since form2. Form2 I had a birthday party which was not happy and full of complains from my family members. The birthday party was what I asked for and it was in my grandma's house. I invited a lot of friends especially those band members. I bet they don't remember. Most of my family members don't really join into the birthday party although they are in the house. They just sit there and watch TV, doing their own stuff and treat my whole party as transparent and nothing happen. That's the worst party I have ever had. In my memories, I only had 2 birthday parties since I am born. The 1st one when I was 6 years old and the 2nd one was in form2. Other than that, since I have memories, all my birthday is either sad or there is no celebration at all, is like a normal day. The most meaningful and happy birthday that I ever had was last year birthday. My beloved brother - YY, he made an outing to Sunway Pyramid with Jia Er and Edwin to celebrate my birthday. It was on the 1st January 2010. Although is just 4 of us, I had fun playing with them. They taught me how to play pool and we watched movie. At last we bought 4 soft toys, not all 4 for my birthday present but it was for us to remember the day i guess. I am NOT looking forward to my birthday this year because i have the feeling of what is going to happen. Not to say that I can predict the future but to say that I can sense that I won't get that kind of situation that I want like surprise party?



This is the 4 soft toys that we bought on the 1st January 2010.
Each of us having 1. From the left: Jia Er, Edwin, Me and YY

Ok.. that's all for now. Enjoy watching the 1st photo I upload in my blog. =)

Angel [ 12.45am 30th July 2010 ]