Changed

Since the day u make the choice, our relationship changed. Although we still meet each other quite often but we seems like haven been meet up in a decade. This is what our friend said. At 1st we thought is just the changed in the way I address u, we thought that we can still maintain our relationship like last time. Unfortunately, it din end up like what we thought. The wall between us came back. I have no idea how to move the wall. I have tried so many ways to move it but it still came back. What shld I do to u? Forcing u to talk to me or msg me? Like what I did last time? Lol I guess I dun hav the authority to do so anymore. Im not yr little sister anymore. Too bad. I wonder how 2 of us be like after u go for New Zealand. Not even knowing each other anymore? Lets see..

What I feel when writing this post:
051210.. This is a date that I will never forget. Its even became 1 of my password. A 360 degrees changed of my life. Think back about the week full of tears while facing exam, not even studying n crying whole night long.. It has been the worst part in my life. If u read this post, dun blame yrself about the decision u made. I guess yr decision is still the most correct 1. What happened has happened. We can't change anything more. I just hope we can have heart to heart talk, at least there is no wall between 2 of us. I treasure everything u gave me, everything. Thanks once again. U r always in my deep heart. No worries.. I told u I wont forget u right? Although I have bad memory, but still I wont? Will u forget me? I wonder.

AngelYY [ 12.34am 24th January 2011 ]