I had a big argument with D this morning. Cried the whole morning, eyes swollen. He bring up the topic of I kept part of my salary. Finally. He dun feel a shame for always asking money from his own daughter. He dun feel a shame of not working. He dun feel a shame of his own laziness that cause all the family problems. He dun feel a shame that no body want to help him in this world, not even his own mum(my grandma) and his siblings. What a shame!! Btw there goes my freedom! He is going to restrict everything of mine. I dun hav the chance to keep part of my salary anymore. Im being forced to give him ALL!! No even left a single cent for myself. There goes my happy n enjoyed life. There goes my privacy! Hmm... To be specific, I din hav any privacy b4.. He checked all my bank account, EPF, he open all my letter, check my phone msg. What kind of ppl is this? Y am I having such an idiot person as my dad? I seriously hate my surname cz its given by him. I hate his blood flowing in my body. I HATE HIM! With him in the world for 1 more day, I have 1 more day to suffer. Same to my Mum. Thats the reason y they had divorced. I totally agree with this divorce cz now my Mum get the chance to have a normal life. But it dosen seems so. He still ask money from my Mum. See how useless is this person!! He always use reason like he cant get a job to ask money from me n my mum. Thats not true. The truth is he is lazy. He wanna work for something which u can just sit there n money will come to u.. In this world, there is no job like this. Therefore, he cant get a job! He only know how to open his mouth n ask for money! I wonder how thick is his face? btw there goes my happiness of the day.
I reached hostel around 12pm. I was so tired in mentally. I slept until 4pm with my earphone on. Music can calm me down. Around 5pm, I receive a call from Jung Hao. Hooray!! Is time for frisbee. Hehe.. I din plan to go at 1st due to no transport back. Now Jung Hao is here so no prob le.. xD
We reached CHS at 530pm. Itu Mun Hon appeared!! Zzz.. At 1st I tot he bluff me cz he told me he not attending the training. LOL by the time we reached, he is leaving. LOL cz he really dun plan to come. He just come for fun cz his event in pyramid ended early. LOL.. So I go for El Ninos training n Jung Hao go for Take 1 training. Hmm.. Both team have their different way of training. Hmm.. The most important thing is I had fun!! =) I can forgot all the sad thing when i playing frisbee.. =) Frisbee is my life. =)
AngelYY [ 9.39pm 10th April 2011 ]
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