Hate Myself!!!

2day is 12th May 2010, I did a very wrong thing in that minute time. I really fell regret about it. I hate myself for not controlling my emotions well. Lets talk about what happened. hp computer store told me that they will send my netbook to my M's place in between 5 to 7pm. Therefore, after my ice-skating with classmate, asked my M to fetch me from sunway to her place n wait at home for the arrival of my laptop. We did called the hp store coz we were rushing out of time. 7pm i have class at ttc, so is kinda rush. We waited until 7pm and they still haven come. I dislike their service coz they don't pick up my call. Not even once. That time, my mood went down to the deep end. My M ask me to go along with her and ask me not to wait anymore. I just told her I would like to wait for another 15 minutes in a very bad manners. Is not scolding or shouting to her. Is just bad manners in soft sound but nothing wrong with the words in the sentences. I regret after I said the sentences. I cried whole way long in the journey to ttc. I would not like to let her know. I cried secretly. At last, when i reached ttc, immediately I ran into B1(is a blank classroom) and cried out very loudly. I just feel very sorry to my M. M, really really sorry to you, thousand apologize from me to you. Hope you will forgive me. Sorry... hate Myself!!!

Angel [10.30pm 12th May 2010]