New Blog

I have started a new blog in Pixnet. From now onwards, I will start blogging there. I wont close here cz this blog contains lots of memories of my life. I will remain this and come back once awile.. =) Therefore, my new blog link is now http://angelshen0609.pixnet.net/blog

Welcome to visit my new blog anytime.. =)

AngelYY [ 7.28pm 22nd May 2011 ]

ICAEW

I have to make decision now! Is either ICAEW or ACCA. But I cant make decision. I cant let go of my CAT frens. They r going to proceed to ACCA. This time is like another gang of Ausmat frens leaving me. I cant decide! I seriously cant decide. Like wad SL said, frens in ACCA will never last long but still.. FRENS! SOB!

AngelYY [2.35pm 19th April 2011 ]

What Am I Doing?!!

LOL I seriously having a bad mood now. What am I doing right now? When I saw yy posted that she had fun with waikit they all just now, I felt that I missed the fun! I so dun like this feeling, is like a bit out of the group ald. Recently my mood keep changing, no constant which is very bad. This cause I talked less n emotional. What am I doing? If continue like this all my frens will leave me!! What am I doing? Just now I saw a post of my daddy (Alen) in TGV cinema. JJ n Eric they all shld be in AC having pool now. I missed all the fun!! I know I shld'nt think this way but I just cant stop what Im thinking now! What am I doing now? Tmr there is a frisbee competiton in Nottingham College. Due to transport n TTC Im gonna miss he fun!! AGAIN!! I very very dislike tis feeling!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! HATE THIS!! My LIFE!

AngelYY [ 11.11pm 15th April 2011 ]

Freedom & Frisbee 10th April 2011

I had a big argument with D this morning. Cried the whole morning, eyes swollen. He bring up the topic of I kept part of my salary. Finally. He dun feel a shame for always asking money from his own daughter. He dun feel a shame of not working. He dun feel a shame of his own laziness that cause all the family problems. He dun feel a shame that no body want to help him in this world, not even his own mum(my grandma) and his siblings. What a shame!! Btw there goes my freedom! He is going to restrict everything of mine. I dun hav the chance to keep part of my salary anymore. Im being forced to give him ALL!! No even left a single cent for myself. There goes my happy n enjoyed life. There goes my privacy! Hmm... To be specific, I din hav any privacy b4.. He checked all my bank account, EPF, he open all my letter, check my phone msg. What kind of ppl is this? Y am I having such an idiot person as my dad? I seriously hate my surname cz its given by him. I hate his blood flowing in my body. I HATE HIM! With him in the world for 1 more day, I have 1 more day to suffer. Same to my Mum. Thats the reason y they had divorced. I totally agree with this divorce cz now my Mum get the chance to have a normal life. But it dosen seems so. He still ask money from my Mum. See how useless is this person!! He always use reason like he cant get a job to ask money from me n my mum. Thats not true. The truth is he is lazy. He wanna work for something which u can just sit there n money will come to u.. In this world, there is no job like this. Therefore, he cant get a job! He only know how to open his mouth n ask for money! I wonder how thick is his face? btw there goes my happiness of the day.

I reached hostel around 12pm. I was so tired in mentally. I slept until 4pm with my earphone on. Music can calm me down. Around 5pm, I receive a call from Jung Hao. Hooray!! Is time for frisbee. Hehe.. I din plan to go at 1st due to no transport back. Now Jung Hao is here so no prob le.. xD

We reached CHS at 530pm. Itu Mun Hon appeared!! Zzz.. At 1st I tot he bluff me cz he told me he not attending the training. LOL by the time we reached, he is leaving. LOL cz he really dun plan to come. He just come for fun cz his event in pyramid ended early. LOL.. So I go for El Ninos training n Jung Hao go for Take 1 training. Hmm.. Both team have their different way of training. Hmm.. The most important thing is I had fun!! =) I can forgot all the sad thing when i playing frisbee.. =) Frisbee is my life. =)

AngelYY [ 9.39pm 10th April 2011 ]

Problems

Sometimes sleep can just help u forget everything.. but its only temporary. Recently alot of things happen. To be specific, is these few days. Last nite, my D (I dun feel like calling him DAD) just throw a burning heavy sentence to me on the phone : Whoever comes to me DIE! This sentence was out from his mouth due to last min person of me [according to him]. Lets see wads the last min he said. 1st is Malacca Trip. I told him 1 week b4, is this considered last min? Hmm... u know, I know, God know, Earth know. 2nd, he wan me to arrange my brother's tuition schedule. Fine then! He even wan to fetch my brother back b4 4 o'clock everyday while all tuition class ends at 530pm. Wad for going tuition? Better dun go!!! Waste of time n money!!

Sometimes I really wonder y do I having such a useless D? He put all his anger n stress on me. Y do he has stress? Bcz he has no money!! Y he has no money? Bcz he dun work!!! I HATE U for giving me such life with all yr troubles!!! U have been giving me so much sorrow until I dun rmb any other happiness u have gave me!! Thanks for ruining my life man!

I wonder am I really that tired.. I have been sleeping from 1pmtill 8pm just now. N now I feel like sleeping again. Am I really that tired? Physically or Mentally? I guess both. Hmm.. I dun feel like thinking anymore.. Mayb I shld go for some anime or sleep again.

AngelYY [ 12.37am 5th April 2011 ]

Malacca Trip

Had a great n fun trip with All These Ppl below: =)
Wai kit
Alen daddy
Chun Hoe
JJ
Eric
Vincent
Soon Keong
Ah Lin
Cynthia
Cali
Ying Ying




AngelYY [ 8.55pm 3rd April 2011 ]

Untitled

I had my t8 exam 2day. Im so tired for the whole day although I have been sleeping for the whole evening n night of yesterday. I feel like Im gonna get fever anytime. I have no appetite for my dinner. I guess is cz I was too hungry? n now I feel no appetite anymore. T9 tmr is a disaster to me. Although it supposed to be easy but then Im having the feeling experienced from the previous exam. I failed my t9 in PT1. Lol.. Simon Au keep asking me how can I fail an easy t9 paper n passed a hard t8 paper. LOL... I also duno.. Maybe I just really dun like Simon Kok.. Lol.. I dun feel like studying.. Can I sleep? Lol.. Tired..

AngelYY [ 9.02pm 30th March 2011 ]

Instant noodles

I haven been eating since 11am. B4 that I ate some biscuit. I tot I would be hungry by now. So then I dun feel like spending money so I decided too eat instant noodles. It tasted so bad until I dun feel like eating it or maybe I just not in mood? Suddenly feel to eat yogurt and alot alot of sweet things. Lol no choice gotta spend. I went down to the convenience store to buy a fruit drink and a yogurt. I started eating the yogurt when Im back to hostel. Yum.. So satisfied with it. N now I feel like sleeping. Hmm.. I guess I shld just go for the way I feel like now. After I wake up later, I would be sleeping anymore until after t8. Ok decided. Time to sleep then.. =)

AngelYY [ 5.04pm 29th March 2011 ]

Eureka Seven

Wow! Finally done with this anime. Very interesting ending. The Nirvash is so cool. Lol.. btw this anime is a bit like Gundam Seed series, but more to love story when almost near to the end. Finally get to finish 1 anime. The best time to watch all these anime is always when we having exam. Cz during exam week we wont be having class like 2day. No exam, no class. I woke up at 10.30am. It has been a long time I din get up this late. Lol.. Btw usually like this kind of exam week, ppl study. Lol.. Me? Anime time.. xD or even frisbee. Hehe.. btw gotta suffer after this cz tmr t8. Lol haven even start any. Dead. LOL.. Time to study. =)

AngelYY [ 3.37pm 29th March 2011 ]

Trust

I always believe that relationship is built on trust. I trust everyone in this world if u din betray me b4. Hmm.. trust... I seriously duno le. Is trust a good thing or bad? I duno..

AngelYY [ 12.07am 29th March 2011 ]

Frisbee [280311]

I had a great frisbee training 2day. =) I kinda get what Mun Hon mean by using our whole body to swing the disc out. I think I did it 2day. Lol that will only happen when I get a bit crazy, high and in a play play mood. LOL.. 2day did a bit of catching training. Song Leong taught me how to read disc. I only get a bit on how to read disc. Lol usually I just use my own way to catch it which is 'Run For the DISC'. LOL.. Thats wad I usually did. xD Then in the middle of the fun, when I was trying to catch Alwyn's disc, I missed it by a touch and the disc reflected and hit my upper lips. Lol.. then my gum start bleeding. Lol.. after that, Song Leong start training on my hammer again. At 1st, I dun really make it, dun really get it. After a bit Alwyn's teaching on feeling n Song Leong's technique on holding the disc, combined the both, finally I made it. At least I can make a small hammer, not as far as Soon Keong's and Eric's but still Im happy with it. Thx Song Leong and Alwyn. =)

AngelYY [ 11.37pm 28th March 2011 ]

Health

I feel like I had overwork on my muscles recently. Just now, I was having frisbee for fun with Song Leong and Alwyn. After half an hour of running, I feel like my muscles is going to cramp anytime or disable to work. This kind of feeling still remains. At the time I reach my room, I felt totally exhausted and hard to breath. Am I having some kind of disease? I always thought that I have heart problem. But to be honest, I not sure cz I din go for any medical check-up which I wish I had. My asthma came back due to alot reason. I dun feel like telling here. People who knows there u go, people who duno, ignore my asthma then. No point worrying. Last week of college class, I have been late in 3days out of 5days. I seriously worry now. I cant get up from my bed. As in my mental controlling my body that made me unable to listen to any alarm alert. What is happening to my body? Am I ok? I duno.. Maybe I just need more sleep? K la.. Im really tired now since aftn. Sleeping soon. Nitez everyone.. Oh ya... Im having exam this week n weekend Im going for a trip to Malacca with my classmates. =) I might not update my blog as frequent as previously anymore. Take care everyone.

AngelYY [ 10.26pm 28th March 2011 ]

Tired

Lol now only I feel sleepy.. Is 5.17am now. I din sleep b4 this. I am prepared to sleep in t8 class later. So not feeling well. Everything seems not right. I dun like this kind of feeling..

AngelYY [ 5.18am 22nd March 2011 ]

Ruins

I seriously frustrated when ppl around me keep gossiping around me and another guy. Its ok to gossip around but PLS think b4 u gossip. U might ruins the relationship between the 2 of them! N thx to ppl around me who did that!! Me n 1 of my fren are in a very awkward n weird relationship. SERIOUSLY THX MAN!!! I HATE THIS KIND OF THING HAPPEN!!! It will be very hard to pull back our relationship if 1 side is keep avoiding another side due to gossip. When he duwan ppl gossip abt me n him, he will try very hard to stay away from me. He keep a distance between 2 of us. THX ALOT!!! I think I shld stop here if not my keyboard will spoil soon!!!

AngelYY [ 11.50pm 21st March 2011 ]

Coming Monday

I hope I will appear in front of my friends in the coming monday. Seriously, in a healthy mode. Not in bruise and got beaten mode. ='(

AngelYY [ 1.56am 19th March 2011 ]

Tired of My family

I have to hide what I own from my dad. If I got my salary, I have to give him all. Usually I will keep some for my own expenses. And now, he found out I dun give all my salary to him. He was scolding me at home in front of my brother. LOL.. this saturday when I go, the 2 days is gotta be tough. Im so tired of all these thing. I seriously hate it! I wan my own life! Let me go!

AngelYY [ 7.02pm 17th March 2010 ]

What Am I Doing?

This time Im seriously Lost. What Am I Doing? Im stressing up myself while helping my frens. Im totally in stress until I hate what Im doing now. It just started annoyed me. ARGH!!! Y am I making myself in this kind of situation? I just overestimated myself. I think that I can make it but things dun turn up as I think. Im having all these stress now is due to my own action. I can blame no one. Is me myself who cause all these now. ARGH!!!! T_T

AngelYY [ 10.08pm 15th March 2011 ]

Relationship

Relationship is a very special thing. It is uncontrollable. All is about feeling.

AngelYY [ 11.30pm 10th March 2011 ]

Mentality

Alot of thing is not becoz u cant do it, is becoz u duwan to do it/u dun hav confident to do it. Mentality is very important in everything u do.

2day i just found out another part of myself. When I started playing frisbee, I injured my right leg muscles, 3 different parts of muscles n also my left leg old injuries. I can actually continue but I din due to my mentality. I think I cant play anymore n also becoz I was so overprotect my legs.

Another thing was about when I was in the game. I can actually run very fast, catch nicely n play well. Just that my mentality are trying to protect my legs so I din run fast. About catching the disc, I dun really have the full boost to catch it. So usually I missed alot. About throwing disc, I din really throw 2day but then I still hav no confident in throwing 'hammer'.

Where in the world to get a patient coach whom wont give up on u if u r a slow learner? I duno!

AngelYY [ 12.17am 9th March 2011 ]

Training

Exam ended. Seminar ended. GREAT! I went to El Ninos training last sunday. Due to lack of sleep for 1 week, I never can focus in the training. The game was about strategy. I was so blur until Mun Hon beh tahan. LOL.. Pity him as my official 'SIFU'. Kesian.. Just hope he wont give up on me. Me n Mun Hon came out with an idea which is solving my prob by focus my backhand n forehand at 1 hand. I chose left hand due to duno wad reason my right hand cant play backhand. LOL just now Song Leong n Mun Hon keep finding my prob n came out with solution. LOL but still Im not stable although I know the solution. Sometimes i kinda miss the throw as in throw wrongly.. Hehe.. Mun Hon gave me the face of '我忍你' haha.. Damn funny man!! LOL.. Thats the fun part of 2day. Hehe.. K la.. Sleep le.. Damn tired.. Nitez.. =)

AngelYY [ 12.29am 8th March 2011 ]