(8th September 2010) 4 hours of sleep, whole day din eat anything at all until 930pm. I dun feel any hunger cz my heart n mind is not with me. I searched my brother for the whole day. Finally able to meet him after his class ends at 430pm. I know we seriously need to talk about yesterday's matter. Thank God he wasn't like last time, no matter what I asked him he wont answer, he just ignored or try to change topic. Finally 2day he dare to speak out everything in his heart, his true feelings and his opinion about our relationship. We chat alot, shld say that we had never been chatting like this b4. This time we really say out whats in our heart. This is how brother n sister shld be. I had been looking forward to this long time ago. Our conversation included:
1. We wont be couple.
2. We are brother and sister 4ever.
3. Gf and Bf matter.
4. Love towards each other.
5. Matters about sense of security.
6. Relationship in the future.
7. Others.
Lol actually got alot more just all those are small matters so.. =) Im so happy that the wall btw 2 of us has gone. From 2day onwards, we share things together especially feelings n what we thking. I believe in my brother. I believe he can make it. =)
PS: Kor, dun feel guilty or pressure of anything. Do what u feel u shld do. Love ya..
Angel [12.44am 9th September 2010]
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