I am a straight forward person. I speak what I feel. I am always being ignored by my friends, no matter how closed am I with my friend, there is no exception. Sometimes I just hope I can be the center of attraction all the time but this will only happen in my dream, that will never comes true. When I am still infant in thinking, I always hope that i can be a popular singer. I love to sing and I wanna be the center of attraction. I always stick to my friends like a glue no matter what cz I dun like the feeling of lonely but they felt annoying. That hurts but i cant blame them. It's not their fault, is normal to feel that. As a friend of them, I should give them freedom, same to my brother. When they have no time for me, to me that is being ignored. So selfish am I, always take things for granted. Sometimes friends just can forget me so easily is like a child being left by their parents in the shopping mall. No many friends can feel my presence. It's been long time ago since this kind of situation happen. Due to I am a boring person, not much common topic to chat with others, thats y I am always being forgotten. In old times, I will cry if I am being ignored by my friends. I should have used to it. Ignorance should just be my style of living. If I am used to this kind of living style then i wont be suffering so much, same to my friends and also my brother.
Angel [11.05pm 30th September 2010]
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