Sky of Love (恋空)

I believe those who are away from this world are in heaven now including my grandpa. He can watch me from the sky. The sky is so beautiful and great when it's not raining and cloudy, as great as how my grandpa treat me. When the sky is raining, does that mean my grandpa is crying? He was everything to me b4 6 years old. After the absence from this world, I felt that I had lost everything: Love, Care, Happiness, Warmness... I even lost my smile, my true smile. Until now I still cant get back what I have lost 11 years ago. I smile but not from the deepest of my heart. I laughed but not because I'm happy. Everything were so fake. I wanna find the true side of mine. To be specific, I wanna get back the real me, the YY that lost 11 years ago. Looking at the sky now, there is a very bright star in the dark nite. It's shining and so beautiful. Is that my grandpa watching me? I guess so. I love the sky.


Angel [11.13pm 26th September 2010]