This is the first time I being forced to face this question. Christine, my BFF asked me this question long time ago but she din force me to answer it. 1 hour ago, I had lunch with YY and his gang of friends. Leo and Wee Kah came out with a question: Do u like YY? I was shocked and use my laughter to answer his question. He kept on forcing me to answer it and YY was sitting beside me. I looked at him. His faces expression changed. Lol I guess he din think about this question b4. At last my answer was: I dun know... Leo said: how come dun know? Is either yes or no.. Lol I seriously duno. Im tired of thinking this matter. I just wanna stay beside him and smile, laugh together with him. After the question, all 4 of us eating our lunch silently. No body wanna talk. The atmosphere was so weird, make me feel so uncomfortable. He was sitting beside me but not his heart and his mind. I know he thinking something else. The whole meal time he was thinking something. I duno wad he thought. Maybe is Leo's question? I duno. There are many times I wanna make clear of our relationship but he put everything in his heart. He dun tell anyone. Everytime I ask him what he thinking, either he wont answer me or he will say something like chemistry. My love to him can be love from a sister to a brother. It can also be from a lover. I duno which type of love I having towards him but I know I love him. Everytime I wanna make clear of my love to him, the answer is always the same. There is no answer. Me myself also not clear about my love to him. In the end, I will be in a very tired condition.. very tired of thinking this kind of matter, seriously. I seriously hope we can make clear of our relationship one day.
Angel [3.13pm 7th September 2010]
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