I'm BACK!! =)

Wow! Long time I din update my blog le. Just gone through my progress test 2 and it was last week. During the week, I slept very 'early' as in morning 3am, 4am. Lol... My brother kinda worry about me. Lol Dun worry la Piggy. =) Wednesday nite was the extreme 1. I totally din sleep at all but I slept at 4pm until 7 something on wednesday. Then start from that time, activities until 3pm on thursday only go bak sleep. Lol.. Kinda crazy rite? This is not the craziest 1. The craziest 1 was TTC seminar. It was in March 2010. I think i wrote a post for that. Can refer back to it but then I will summarize here. I din sleep for 50 hrs. Its actually from friday morning 8 something until sunday morning 10am. I cant withstand anymore then I slept in the SunwayAuditorium. Lol.. Luckily we booked an audi as temporary TTC staff room, if not I wont have the chance to sleep so peacefully. Kinda addict to Chinese novels recently. Cant even control myself to stop reading it. I can read 1 novel in 1 nite time which is until 7am the next day. Some1 gotta control me! Lol.. I guess no 1 can for now. Kk.. Thats all about lack of sleep. =) proceed to next!! xD

I watched a video of SNSD (Girl's Generation) about their sleeping habits. The video is freaking funny. I encourage u guys to watch it when u r free or not happy. Sure u will laugh madly. Lol.. then I shared with my roommate and she laugh as happy as me 2. =) Then we start talking about sleeping habit. She said a good point about my sleeping habit. She said I will stick to the wall when I sleep n I will accidentally knock the wall n scared her sometimes. Lol.. True.. her conclusion was I dun have enuf sense of security. I totally agreed! Im that kind of people which lack of sense of security due to those family problems of mine. Lol found out another secret of myself again. Lol seriously I dun really know well about myself. So dun doubt about wad I said. It was really a secret b4 i found out. Isn't it? =) Maybe this is also a answer for why I wanna a brother so badly? Thanks YY. Next!!

This 2 weeks, always when i have free time, alomost every moment of my free time or I shld say is almost all the time when does not need to think about other thing, immediately my mind will be thinking about the absence of my brother in my life as in leaving me, leaving Malaysia and go to New Zealand for studies and also staying there. I seriously cant imagine how my life would be. Christine warned me about it. She did told me that 1 day he will leave me. She asked me not to rely on him so much. That time I just dun put her words in my mind n heart. That time we were form5. I just cant believe time comes and goes so fast. If not mistaken, 4 more months he will leave college, 10 more months he will leave here n go to New Zealand. Chris's words reappear in my mind. I dun feel like crying... Yet? n I cant imagine the life without him. Lol seriously cant imagine. I rely on him too much..too much.. He is like my backbone. Wad I can do now is treasure the moments we have now. He said he will be back. I truly believe. =) Just hope I can adapt to the new life without him which is coming soon...very soon.. I guess friends around me are willing to help me? =) Happiness.. I treasure every moment of happiness. I love to laugh. I love to spread my happiness to everyone beside me. They happy, I will feel happy with them. I happy, I want them to be happy too. This is the definition of LIFE for me. =) Last thing, still the same, Thanks YY!!

Smile =)

Angel [10.21pm 5th September 2010]